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Saturday, 13 November 2010

you were meant to be there, meant to care. Meant to hold my hand when i cried, and hug me when i needed confort. You should have been my bestfriend, the only one i could always count on, the one i went to with all my problems and the one who i could trust. you were meant to hold my heart, always in your hands. but instead, you took my heart and tore it in two. You weren't there. You didn't care, you didn't hold my hand when i cried. You were the cause of all my tears. You weren't my bestfriend, but i was never yours, Just a meer silouette that put a shadow on your life. I was there for you, i held your hand when you cried and held your heart in my palms. i never let go. I wiped away the blood, and iced the bruises. We were supposed to share secrets, instead i hid all of yours. I tried, all i ever did was try. It wasn't enough, It was never enough. I wasn't enough. It hurt. You hurt. Everyday. I finally got courage, i finally found myself. I finally saw you for what you were. I finally broke free from your grasp, i finally ran away.
i love you, i always will.
i'll always be your daughter, you'll always be my mum.
you're heart i'll always hold.
mine break to hear myself say, now's time to let go.
you've had me in your grasp for too long.

this is the end.

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